Nikki (again)

Konbanwa. misa desu.

i'm so glad today.
finally, i arrived to my lovely home. what's better than that? ehehehe XD.
and my high school friends took me to hang out together with them. i'd eaten too much foods today, thanks to those girls. ^ ^
but the most important thing is i'm happy that they didn't realize about there's something wrong with me. well...yeah, i still don't remember about them. as long as i feel comfort to be together with some people, i think it'll be just fine.

aaa, i almost forgot about this one. i'd found a new friend on twitter again. she said that we'd known to each other before. that's nice, ne? ^o^
i think that i'd made a good start this month. trying to be friendly with everyone, make everything looks so fine (well, i know that this is not a good thing to do, LOL), and be positive. that's all that i can do in this time.

but...yappari, ofukuro still treats me 'different'. i know it. even it's been a long time and i'm still in my recovery-time, but she's still do everything in that way. different. gah, i wish that you know what i feel right now.
disappointed.
i wanna be treated as a 'normal' person.

yare-yare...what am i doing right now, keep babbling for such an unimportant things! LOL *pats my self*
well, just don't make those thoughts ruin up my happiness for today, ne! ^ ^


jaa, mata.